雨後の路燈

第一次发现喵有spaces，发现spaces里还有文写到阿糖，很不喜欢阿糖和喵一起议论我，凸你们。

 

我的电脑显示器爆炸了，真的爆炸！还好当时我不在显示器面前那。

 

曹大班的新EP不错。听吧。

实在太有爱了！

 

为了[働きマン音頭]！
囧TL......

 

P.S.
有闲真难看，除了胖子可以一看外，看这片子的真是有闲啊！
再说我看胖子也是冲着修二去的，要不才不给面子了。
最后[风魔小次郎]真人电视化了，也是秋季日剧，不过真是渣啊！

 

最近有SHINO和MINI两位同学给我留言批评我的懒惰了，
忽然一看发现也不是最近了，貌似就连这两条留言都隔了好久啊。
真是觉得有点问题了。

首先，最近大病一场，差点都以为自己得了血癌，
就跑去医院检查给自己一个放心。
医生说，不是血液问题，最近注意休养就好了，期间莫要房事。
我说，我没有妻室尚未婚配。
医生说，那就少和女朋友同处。
我说，女朋友都不知在何处的异乡，我是体虚，又不是肾虚？
医生曰，体虚就是肾虚。
我怒，吐血说明体虚肺燥，干肾底事？你个庸医少污我清白！
于是回家每日吃药调理，早睡早起，终于近日好转不少。

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最近有点厌世，不怎么想工作。
觉得工作也没有意思，没有干劲，不知道是自己的原因还是周边的环境，
当然先找自己的原因，确实这两年活得比较迷茫。
走在城市的路上，每天早晚都要经过高架桥，
许多人、许多车，不知哪来，不问哪去，
生活在这城市三年，没有一点融入的感觉。
在异乡久了，故乡成了异乡，异乡竟还是异乡。
唏嘘感慨啊... ...

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最近用了一个新的签名：
喝咖啡或者红茶、伯爵或者女士灰
没有银器和蜡烛、假装活在中世纪
当左拉遇见雨果、萨特碰到伏波娃
我在新浪潮的左岸、调侃波兰斯基
在弥尔顿的手中望见索菲亚的骑士
在村上春树的书中寻找芭蕉的痕迹

十三的签名吧？

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最近听了CARTEL的一首歌，放在SPACES的音乐里，叫Wasted
希望大家都听，歌词很好，音乐我也喜欢，我还是PUNK的饭啊。
看歌词时，我觉得我的一生也许也是这样的十三吧？
想掉泪那。阿糖君在毛子国要照顾好自己啊！
一听音乐就想到你啊，特昂糖同学。
记得照顾好自己，生病了好好养，
以前总说年轻不怕，现在我病了，明白了不怕是要付出代价的。

It's 2:45
The baby takes his first breath
The mother never knew he only had a few left
And the father gets a call in the middle of the night
His breath gets short and his chest gets tight

But he's sixteen and he's driving too fast
Takes a turn to the left
It would be his last
The body knows what happens if he turns to the right
The body in the car wouldn't die that night

But he's thirty-two and invincible
The cancer he had, it was visceral
He never saw it coming
Thought he had his whole life
Sick in the morning and he died in the night

But we're all so
We're on the line
But we are aware, oh

We're wasted
No, no, no
We're all wasted
We're wasted
No, no
We're all wasted

You're seven years old
Got his bat in his hand
He's looking for his father
And he doesn't understand
Cause dad's too busy
Got some deals on the way
His son sits alone as the children play

And he's eighteen
He couldn't wait to move out
His parents want to know what the rush is about
He never bothered with his dreams
Only thinking of theirs
Wonders why he doesn't call
And why he doesn't care

But he's thirty-two and invincible
With everything he is based on principle
He never had a truly happy moment in his life
He didn't want the kids
And he didn't want his wife

We're wasted
No, no, no
We're all wasted
We're wasted
No, no
We're all wasted

We're wasted
We're all wasted
We're all wasted
No, no
We're all wasted

Twenty-three now
Got his life in his hands
He's looking all around
And he doesn't understand
Cause life's too busy
Things get in the way
We all feel alone every single day

And I'm eighteen
I couldn't wait to move out
It's been five years
And now I'm starting to doubt
Whether all my dreams are just aimless stares
Looking up to some place that isn't there

When I'm thirty-two, will I be miserable
With everything around based on principle?
Well, I have a clue
Wouldn't it be nice
To never be alone in this wasted life?

We're wasted
No, no, no
We're all wasted
We're wasted
No, no
We're all wasted

We're wasted
We're all wasted
We're all wasted
No, no
We're all wasted

We're wasted
We're wasted
We're wasted
No, no
Oh, wasted

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鸡鸡歪歪说了这么多最近最近最近，下次更新不知道是什么时候了。
希望大家都好，SHINO和MINI，未曾谋面的你们总是给我温暖呀。
看到你们的SPACES总是能会心的笑啊，看到留言就更窝心了。都好吧。
糖君也好，一切都好。俺会经常去踩你们的部落格的。
好了，睡觉去了。希望下次更新离这次很近。

 

最近的照片一张。养胖了不少，谁说生病就会瘦来着？呵呵。

   

 

 

 

又睡不着了，明天还要上班，这睡不着该怎么办？

难道又要我杜撰一篇意淫的文字？

长期写这种稿子，我的文风貌似已经被限死了。

不是耽美，就是扯淡，要不就是谩骂。

唉，长夜漫漫无心睡眠，想和某孩子一样可以去大理学习一阳指。

可年假不是没几天了嘛，狗日的！

 

贴张lomo，好久没拍了。

 

 

你说你要走，我知道我没法留，对于一些观念你总是有自己的坚持。

我对自己的观念也是有坚持，我们吵过很多次，经常指鼻子骂脸，但你不曾今天这样说过。

我就知道你一定会走，但是我还是坚持我的观念，因为我只活我自己，我觉得怎样好就怎样好。

有人说观念不一样你可以妥协，我说妥协会被更看不起，对吧？

 

以后没人再坐我的沙发，我想我会哭，也确实真的哭了。

有人看了这篇日记会以为我丢了女朋友，其实不是，是比女朋友还要重要的东西。

虽然我很想你是我的女朋友，可惜，真可惜。

好吧，继续和乐乐聊天去，聊那些其实不存在的东西。

再不聊天我会死。